decision

i have been investigate about a fashion technician this days. i like that. but i have no money to pay it. if i decide to enter. i have to work half time. i don't want to leave nutrition. this technician is very accessible. i just have to go the saturday 9 am to 6 pm. i can do all. but it will be a very stressing 2 years of my life. but is 2 years for a whole life. i think it worth it. but i have to look for a job first. because i just can work 4 hrs per day. and i have to sustain my technician. so, i will start looking for a job.
i hope i found one.