school

i'm having some problems in the school. is not about the grades. Is because i don't like it... Since 4th semester I figure it out that my career was not what i wanted to do. I didn't take a decision in that point because i think it was going to be easy to finish it. And then start something else. But every time is getting harder and harder. It take me shinbones off because of the stress that cause me. I have shinbones all over my chest, back and face. Also i'm very sensitive, i get angry very fast sometimes and i get depressed. Nothing funny. I have cry for it.
I miss 2 years so i can finish all. With the certificate. I made 4 years now. And at this point i think is healthful to me just let it go now and start something i'll really want and love. Probably God since very long time told me to do it, but i never have the determination to stop it and start something else. I feel very bad because of my parents. It was not easy for them pay my career, probably that's why i didn't quite until now too. but at the same time i feel relieved.
I have to pay my next career. So, i have to start working to save money and start school next august.

Hope everything goes well.