i'm sad
i don't like my life. and the changes i will like to make are not in my heands. so... i have no choice than wait until i get it use to it. or change completely my life, get more sad, and then maybe found an other way to live it better.
i think everyone pass for this. i think maybe is normal, and it will pass. but i'm not sure. i'm living a bad life since like 2 or 3 years. maybe everything is because of me. maybe i'm crackpot. or maybe no. the fact is that i need a change. i'm sated. i think i can't live like this any more.
i don't wait to you solve my life. i don't even want you to make a comment. if you want to, make it. but i'm not writting this to you feel shame of me. i just want to write it. i feel i need someone to know it. No one knows it. i dont tell anyone because i use to be a very happy girl. so i don't want them to see me sad. but i'm keeping this for a very long time and i can't hold it any more. so... i think i just want you to hear me. that's all.
thank you.
i think everyone pass for this. i think maybe is normal, and it will pass. but i'm not sure. i'm living a bad life since like 2 or 3 years. maybe everything is because of me. maybe i'm crackpot. or maybe no. the fact is that i need a change. i'm sated. i think i can't live like this any more.
i don't wait to you solve my life. i don't even want you to make a comment. if you want to, make it. but i'm not writting this to you feel shame of me. i just want to write it. i feel i need someone to know it. No one knows it. i dont tell anyone because i use to be a very happy girl. so i don't want them to see me sad. but i'm keeping this for a very long time and i can't hold it any more. so... i think i just want you to hear me. that's all.
thank you.
posted by Barbara at 12:56 PM
5 Comments:
Muchacha!! God bless you.I read your blog. Be strong. As human beings, we are vulnerable. We may slip, and that happens to everyone. It happen to me. I this time, it's time to seek God. Pero buscarlo de verdad.
On our knees, ( in sign of submission and that He is above everything) telling our problems, situations, lo que sea, that our God is Greater.
" God I wouldn't get up from my knees until you reveal yourself to me. I...I want to see you."
The Word of God says that, " Todo obra para bien, a los aman al Senor" Right now, it may not seem, BUT ONE DAY IT WILL, IN JESUS NAME I PRAY.
Pa'lante muchacha
-Pedro P.s. When you get time, Send a message to my blog. No one has...:(
Howdy. Barbara, Are you mexican?
I guessing because your currently at Nuevo Leon.
thank you guys. i am feeling better now. :)
And yes. I am mexican. Now I'm in Saltillo, but I'm studying in Monterrey. So, soon I will go there.
how can i make you a comment??
I cannot enter to one blog. and the other dose not have posts...
i had already entered, but i can't make you a comment if you don't have posts... can i??
maybe is my computer...
... but maybe no.
I don't know why you cann't enter to my blog. I'll give you my email address. Ready, pramos276@hotmail.com
God bless
Pedro :)
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